ffarshaaaa. 17, like any other ordinary girls of that age. exsiglapiann sno-ians. passion in angklung-gamelan. imperfect. visual learner. oh, and i dont live to expectations. love for loved ones is a gift from Allah. each of them brings tremendous impression on me. all i had to do was skim them down off the top of my consciousness and write them down. all are true. hearing jokes to ease tension is a specialty of mine. i write to express, not impress.
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`adabelle
`ahneeez
`aiimann
`amalinaa
`aryati
`asyqeeen
`ayyiied
`azukaa hannahh
`beccaa
`dee
`dinaa
`e'lynn
`eezieyy
`ezzatti
`fadtt'sis
`fee
`feeefitt
`fiqahh
`fredaa
`haafizul
`halmiee
`hamzi
`hanis
`haziqahh
`hidayahh
`ikann
`irmaa
`izharr
`julieee
`khaii
`kikaa
`matinn
`masbakarr
`maasuri
`medott
`mirahh
`mirahh raudyy
`nasyahh
`nadd
`nafisahh
`nazz
`nazriee
`osmann
`qqashh
`qistinaa
`rinaaa
`shaadyy
`shapekk
`syafiq
`siminn
`sufihiee
`syqinn
`syiqinn
`tashaa
`teeqaaaa
`weisii
`zul
`3n4'4a4
tiring days ;/
Tuesday, February 14, 2012, 4:44 AM
F: huh? asal plak?
N: smua org suke kau.
F: =.= mepek pe kau. asal tbe tbe kau ckp mcm tu?
N: aku da terpikat nan die, skali die mintak number kau plak. kau ni.....
F: hahahahahhaa lerrr. kau nak amek ah. aku no time lah for this.
N: taknak uh, die da suke kau.
F: mepek lah mepek mepek.
N: hbestu kalau da mintak number kau tu ape beb?
F:mcm lah aku bg number aku kat die. tak semestinyer kalau org suke kte, kte kne suke dorg balek stkt nak jage hati dorg balek. tu da kre mempermainkan perasaan org dah. kte sbgi umat islam kne.......
N: ah k k dah mula dah dier..........
been mingling with primary school babies lately. even though they can be quite demanding and darling at times, i find them v v v v adorable. whenever i come for class, they would always ask me 'you hv boyf tak?' hahah, haiyoo. but as he said, dont choose them bcs of favouritism but bcs of their ability. i'll make them play until they are playable and make them be on stage in april. thats my aim.
i dont hv much of a free time lately. been really really busy, back and forth from beginning to th end.. i tried to give my time for catching up with loves still. maybe it is only for a short period of time. but i do still treasure them;)
if second chance doesnt work, should they be given the third forth and fifth chance? -ST.
evryone deserve the chances. things happened likea blink of an eye. you cant change a person, but you can change your ownself. just dont repeat the same mistakes and i believe, evryth that you wanna it to be, will turn up well.
Thursday, February 9, 2012, 6:55 AM
you will not be able to frgt the person if you kept looking at his/her pictures, reading his/her mxges twitter blog eg.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012, 10:31 PM
if she or he is meant to be yours, then one day they will be
belated birthday(s) !
Saturday, January 28, 2012, 4:35 AM
thanks for the day girlfriends! even though it was just a short one, but it was still a successful one:D hope you two babies enjoyed your mini birthday as well yeh. love'yall soo much! much misses<333
Friday, January 27, 2012, 3:31 AM
we cannot change our past, change the fact that people will act in a certain way, or change the inevitable. the only responsible thing we can do is to play on the one string we have. and that is our attitude. we should be responsible for our own well-being because our actions and behaviour will have a significant impact on ourselves and others. attitude is more important than appearance, giftedness and skills.i dont mind if they get what they want but i dont. but sometimes, life can be just unfair. too unfair..
Happy Birthdaaaaaaaay! xx
3:07 AM
other January babies<3
i dont feel like moving on, even though i know i should...
Saturday, January 21, 2012, 2:17 AM
CCA DAY!
the way you talked to me had somehow made me feel different. no no not me. you. firstly you disappeared just like that and i heard no more news from you. maybe i could understand that part bcs i was busy preparing for my exams and o's, but when you asked me hows my results recently, i knew something is missing.. the only thing that you said was 'okay'? that's it? that's all that you can say? idk what had happened to you for the past several months but i believed, you're no longer the sweet-and-caring person i knew anymore. that's how everything tells me when you behaved that way to me. whatever it is, must i bother about us? must i even care and ask you what's lingering in my mind? all i need was your encouragement and the person i knew 5years ago. true uh what most ppl say. you cant expect someone to remain the same. you will lose them maybe not now or any sooner, but later.. for sure. i was clearing my stuffs days ago when i found load and load of letters and i kept them all in a box -friendship and love letters;p its been more than 7years and i still yet to keep them. reading the letters again remind me of th sweet and bitter times i had in the past. anyhooos, life hv been dull i guess.. still waiting for posting results. idk what Allah has wriitten for me in the future, but i really hope it would be the best for me. life has its ups and downs. so i dont wish for happiness at all times. the main thing issssss......... im pretty worried about my health now. tsk, how ah.. scared leh.. ;/
i miss lyana. i miss suhaidah. i miss qash. i miss zakir. i miss nurman. i miss ekmal. i miss irma. i miss ezzatti. i miss nasyah. i miss aiman. i miss halmie. i miss izhar, i miss aidil. i miss atiqah. i miss afiqah. i miss fiqah. i miss linaa. i miss ain. i miss dina. i miss dinah. i miss tasha. i miss fevi. i miss elyn. i miss amira. i miss nurin. i miss sufihie. ugh, not done. i miss a lot ah! :( if only we're all still in siglap now, we would probably see each other in school everyday right? without fail. now? tsk... what a life eh. :/